Equality-Forever

 I joined soccer three years ago as a high school Sophomore just to try something new. I have a knack for picking things up, I couldn't keep my hands down so I decided I would play as a goal keeper. I loved playing soccer and decided I would keep playing. Over the first few months I had adjusted, met new people and become close friends with a few girls. One girl in particular was just gorgeous, she was practically my best friend. I'll admit, I had a thing for her, though I never said anything. I wanted to fit in and be a part of the team, I didn't want to make enemies or cause problems. I was there to have fun and distract myself. But it wasn

I'm just going to sit here, Like nothing happened, dear. I'll pretend we never met, It'll be my worst mistake yet. I won't be able to forget you, But forgetting me you can do. Just sitting here all alone, Shutting off my little phone. I'll put some black clothing, Dark to match my self-loathing. Will this nightmare ever end? My sanity will break and bend. I'm going mad at every turn, All those bridges I will burn. Happy is what I cannot be, The only one who cares is me.